Friends 11 and 12 announced their pregnancies today. I've cried myself out of tears today from anger, jealousy, and hopelessness. I wish I could use this as motivation to drive me to reach my goals and ultimately, hopefully, get pregnant. I'm starting to feel like I'm out of motivation, I'm out of hope, and I'm out of patience. I'm just to the point that I don't know what else to do. It really just feels like this is never going to happen.